My entire life you eluded me
I never knew you, you don’t know me
Is it okay that I wanted you to like me?
Is it okay if we just couldn’t be?
We need a bar to measure up to
Felt misplaced because there was no you
And now I am a force to be reckoned with
No inkling of who you were, how you lived
People throw the dice, win the game
I feel like it always stays the same
No matter how high I achieved or aim
I have a lonely heart and you to blame
I try to find you in songs and places unseen
Things we never did, places we’ve never been
You are obscure, an idea, imagination for me
And I’ve lost myself again in the unknown…in the unseen…